Bricks & Onions 🧱🧅

Hey girl hey!

Hey real quick. When you look at the title of this, just hear me out as I’m getting ready to talk about it.

I was in my counseling session the other day with my spiritual leader (s/o to Minister Dunson 🤍) I began to talk to her and update her on what’s been going on, what connections and revelations I’ve been having since out last session. Blah blah blah. But towards the end of the session, I started to explain to her that I kind of felt like I was in the middle of building bricks and being peeled back like an onion.

What I essestionally mean by that is… I see my growth as building a house, and that’s been a concept that I’ve been using since the start of 2024. That I’m going build whatever house God wants me to build, “brick by brick” so that can be one day at a time, one task at a time, etc etc. Then with the peeling back of an onion, I believe now that’s also happen and well has been happening from the start of my walk, that these different layers of my healing have been getting peeled back, to get to the root of what I need to dig up. I asked or either told Minister Dunson like, hey so I think this is happening to me simultaneously. I’ve been building this house but in the same breath, I’ve been getting peeled back like an onion. Does that make sense?

I believe that both things can happen at the same time, may not be the same for everyone on their walk. Some may have to deal with the peeling back first, others may have to go through building the house brick by brick. However it is that God is healing and working through them.

It can and has been overwhelming. One minute I feel like I’m not getting anywhere, the other minute whenever I get hit with different revelations by Holy Spirit I start getting all over the place, then in another breath my heart gets filled with being thankful for everything that God is doing, even when I dont see it or feel it. He’s been moving in my life and I know He will continue to do so. Because He’s started a good work in me, and it will be completed. As long as I continue to push and move forward. Trust, believe and have faith that God knows what He’s doing with His daughter.

I hope this is some sort of encouragement for you that, growth, healing, and peeling can all happen at once. But don’t be discouraged about it. Just know that God is going to do wonderful things in your life.

But will you trust Him/continue to trust Him…

Alright Sis, Im rambling now, I’m leaving. I gotta lead a prayer call in the morning (which I’m nervous about because it’s only my second time doing it)

Love you Sis! Stay and be encouraged. 🤍