Delicacy with you

I don’t want to tolerate someone, deal with someone or put up with someone.

I want to be able to experience someone, enjoy someone & walk through the gardens with someone .

I wanna be able to tell you what hurts me, what frightens me.

But even better, I wanna be able to tell you what excites me, what brings me joy, what makes my heart happy.

Trust that I can trust you, with everything that I wanna share with you.

Share the innermost parts of me, but can you handle that part of me?

I don’t want to walk through the garden of Eden cause that’s where man first took a fall.

Thats what I’m hoping that we don’t do. Is take that same fall.

Don’t let it be the like the Garden of Gethsemane .

I don’t want to experience any type of agony.

Let it be where we grow together.

Watch the sun together.

Becoming closer together, growing hand in hand with each other, being with one another.

Letting God mold us, into the best parts of us .

Just like how Christ did with the Father.

When I walk to you, I don’t want needles & eggshells.

Let it be flowers & rose pedals.

When we walk, our footprints will make marks of beauty, not scars of terror .

I wanna feel your hand, run gently across my face.

Look me in my eyes,

Let me know that everything is going to be alright.

Provide me a safe space,

A place where I can break down,

Cry if I need to,

Laugh if I need,

Just sit there & look you in the eyes if I need to.

Just provide me a space, where I can be safely with you.

Help me to take down these walls, but don’t take them all.

Help me, one by one,

Maybe even two by two,

If it’s three by three,

Just promise that you’ll be with me.

Cause this is a new thing for me.

Can we sit on a hill together?

Watch the sun rise & sun set together?

Can you feel me? Without feeling me?

Can you touch me? Without touching me?