For God is Love

I wanna be able to fully love God, so I can experience the love of God,

That then turns into me loving myself,

Thus being able to extend that same love to others who’s been looking for that same love that I’ve been yearning for this whole time.

But in order for me to experience that, I have to let go all that’s weighing me down.

The weights of the world, the burdens of the world, they weigh me down.

The thoughts of the past, persons, places, things. It weighs me down.

The more that I stay down. Idk if I’ll ever be able to come up.

But I can come up, as long as I stay down with God.

As He’s planting me, nurturing me, feeding me with His bread of life, His pure manna, thirsting me with His living water. Like no other waters that spring up from any dry grounds.

I wanna be able to fully love God as He’so loving me. As we’re loving each other.

Not that I first loved Him, but because He first loved me. Little ol thee.

I wanna be able to love myself , truly & purely . Just like the way God does for me.

Loving myself, nurturing myself, feeding myself, thirsting myself, being kind to myself, being an example for myself & for those around me.

What it’s like to be in love.

In Love with My Creator, who created me. Me being in Him & Him being in me.

The Vine to my branches, as He prunes me, into who He knows me to be.

I wanna be able to fully love God without the fear.

The fear of punishment.

Without the torture, without the torment.

Because His perfect love cast out all fear.

When I don’t fear. I can experience Your Love.

Your perfect love, your agape love, your ever most sweet love, like the sweetest berry amongst a bushes.

I wanna be able to extend that same love to others, your people, your children, my sisters, my brothers, my neighbors & even my enemies. Because when I love, I’ll be able to fulfill the law.

Without the pondering thought that someone could ever break me. Because if they go against me, they’ll be going against you, because I am your child too.

But if You before me, who could ever be against me.

I wanna be able to experience Gods love, so I can keep His commandments.

Because that will fulfill the law.

Loving Him with everything of me & in me & loving my neighbor as myself.

Cause if we love God we outta love one another,

But if we hate one another, it becomes a lie, if I don’t love you, who I can see, how can I love God, whom I cannot see. I must keep His commandments.

For God is love. 🤍 1 John 4:8