Let Go to Receive

I wonder who I need to let go of,

so I’m able to receive whom I’m supposed to have.

What am I supposed to let go of,

in order for me to receive what I’m supposed to have

Is it me? Or is it you? Or is it this expectation

It feels like it’s been this expectation on how I thought life was supposed to go,

On how it’s supposed to be,

If I let this go,

Maybe I can receive this.

If I let that go,

Them go, & him go.

This & that, that & this,

Him, her & all of them.

Maybe I can receive a little bit more.

More of Him.

When I get these things out of my grip,

Out of my heart,

The more I’ll be able to have my voids filled,

The spaces filled, from what’s been so empty.

It’s only in Him, where I can find myself full.

Full of Him & full of His Holy Spirit.

Fill me up God.

Fill me up Oh Heavenly Father.

I wonder if I let this go,

Will I finally be able to let go.

I wonder if I let that go,

Will I be able to receive the perfect gift from the perfect Father,

Who holds no good thing from His children,

Which means no good thing from me.

That one perfect thing that I’ve been waiting to receive.

I don’t even know what it is, but I know it’s better than what I’ve been holding onto.

I’m holding onto weights that weigh me down,

When I need to grab ahold of Him, who’s going to lift me up on high.

High like an eagle.

Soaring across His sea.

“But if you trust in Me, you’ll be able to receive,

All these good things,

Hold your hand out,

Hold your heart out,

Release it & release it onto me”