The Abundant Life

I’ve been so afraid of living in the moment, that I don’t know what it’s like to live this so called life. What’s it like, to be in life.

What’s it like, to be in life.

I’ve been so afraid of finding that out.

Because what’s going to happen when I finally find that out.

I’ve been so afraid of living in the moment, to be able to enjoy this so called life, That idk what it’s like to have life. Life more abundant, life more to the full.

It seems so out of reach, but this is what He told me.

That’s what He promised. That’s what He came to give us. Which was that life.

I’ve been so afraid of living in the moment, that I just find myself visualizing, pondering, imagining what that moment would be like.

What’s it’s like, to live life, more to the full.

What’s it’s like, to live life, more abundant.

What’s it’s like, to live life, more appreciative of Gods green earth.

His rich green pastures,

His bluest among blue skies

His still, very peaceful clear waters,

The stillness of His soft loving voice as He speaks to me.

Everything within all His creation. Which includes me. Because I too am also His creation.

Birds chirping, singing about their tunes,

Butterflies fluttering, landing amongst the Lillie’s of field.

The crispy breeze of the wind blowing against my cheeks.

Walking along the golden gritty grains of sand along the beach, holding my Father’s hand, just thinking about what He could be thinking about, especially when it comes to me. This little daughter of Thee. Since His thoughts of me, outnumber every bit of grain on this beach.

Oh how I wish I could have this moment for life.

Everybody dies, but not everybody lives.

But it just seems like, I’m just living this life waiting on that to happen.

Waiting on the ball to drop

Waiting on the sky to fall

But I’m really Waiting for this prison to come crashing down just as the walls of Jericho.

So I can finally be let out.

“Pharaoh, let His Daughter Go!”

I mean I’m out, I’ve been lead to walk across the Red Sea, you see.

I just don’t know that I’m out.

Because somebody is trying to keep me in.

Trying to keep me scared straight so I don’t get to my destiny. My land that was promised for me, filled with Mansions, milk & honey.

His purpose that He has for me. But that in itself is why, that enemy keeps coming after me.

But anyway, cause I mean hey, My Father He told me to do that anyway. To walk out.

Come out, Won’t I join Him? is what I remember Him asking me.

Joining Him on the other side of this prison.

I can still only imagine what that life would be like, grabbing His mighty righteous right hand, as He leads me out of this cave, this dungeon where I’ve thrown the key away.

Won’t I follow thee?

Cause this is the life that He called me to.

Not to be afraid, but to fear not.

Grabbing His hand, as He leads me out.

Running through the meadows of this journey,

Listening to His voice. The voice of the shepherd, because no other shall I follow.

This journey He called me to do is with us together.

Not by my lonesome.

Me by my Father’s side. Us, side by side as we enjoy the ride. It’s ups & downs & rounds & rounds.

But we’ll be together.

Joining Him on the other side of this prison.

He wants me to live, not die.

Because He already did that for me.

Waiting for the other shoe to fall.

I don’t wanna get my hopes up to live.

Because what will happen when it all falls down.

I’m depreciating more on the inside

Inside of this prison.

Versus coming out, to experience the abundance of life. The life He calls, the full.

Fullness, His fullness.

Grace, His grace.

Mercy, His mercy.

Love, His love.

You cannot experience this life without His love.

So that must be the missing piece to that missing peace.

The missing piece to all this life.

It must be the missing piece that I’m looking for.

The piece that I’m searching for.

The love that I’m yearning for.

Myyyy heaaart is yearninggg for your loooove. Father oh Father, hallowed be thy name.

Is me experiencing my Fathers perfect love.

That perfect love that cast out all fear.

His love that covers multitudes.

His blood that protects us all.

It was His blood, that was shed. He died, so that I can live.

So won’t you come out & enjoy this experience with me Child…